30 things thats going on in my head right now:

1. my dream is to be a film director.... i have to get into USC or there's no reason to live
2. my boyfriend is funny. i love him. and he has a weird pet peeve about unnatural nail colors... he hates it when i paint my nails...
3. I miss boner, not sara, but boner.
4. drugs are bad, but we do them anyways... and theres nothing you can do to change that so why waste your breath.
5. I should be doing homework yet, im not. im such a fucking slacker
6. my mom is by far better than your mom:
MARI0414: did you like the hummus i got you??
GingerbreadFrk28: yes it was amazing
MARI0414: i'm glad
7. i want another dog..... i love dogs
8. where the fuck is vivian morales?
9. i do want to go to disney world with cathy this weekend.
10. shes nice, but incredibly stupid that it amuses me to the point where i have to show other people and put her down... i do feel bad
11. how many times do you say i love you and mean it?
12. did you're dad used to change your diapers and take you for walks at the playground? mine didn't.
13. my sister is a midget.
14. how cool would it be to adopt your best friend?
15. kids make me angry because they're so fucking loud and NEVER shut up.
16. Flor is so0o0o0o cool and no, she did not tell me to write this.
17. my ex boyfriend is getting married.... is this supposed to happen when you're 17?
18. i wish i was 18 so i could get tatoos without mama.
19. i like fall out boy... so?
20. heavy eyeliner is a pain in the ass to get off
21. boggle is an awesome game.
22. for halloween im going to be a gorilla.
23. i dont know how to do codes to make writing bigger or bold or italic on myspace
24. i like clothes and makeup yet im not girly
25. im not sporty either.
26. alex is being a real fucking douche... i dont understand that kid.
27. i want a back scratcher.
28. i miss cathy cuddling with me... shes so cuddly
29. my head hurts from having my hair up
30. DRAMA is bad. really bad. like so bad that sometimes i'd rather died a painful death