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Things here are done so differently. It's..... different, for lack of a better word.
Sax lessons next Thursday! WOOT.
Just got lasered again. It pinched :(
Procrastination. fbhwebfwhej
I've been doing surprisingly well in Chemistry. It freaks me out. I'm just waiting to fail anytime soon which is an awful thing to say. It's all I ever do.
I can not do bad this year. It's not an option.
So I bought really nice shoes this summer and they KILL my feet :( it makes me so sad but I'm going to wear them anyways. My feet can take it.
Stressed. The one word I can use to describe my life as of now.
Hope everyone is well.
:D
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[03 Aug 2008|03:39pm] |
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ok so I finally understand, at least to some fucked up extent, why all these stupid girls are getting pregnant so young. I wouldn't want my period for 9 months either. I'm bloated :(
yes that totally is a joke.
Too many people are arriving to my house. I just want to finish the ending for V for Vendetta and then I'll socialize.
I miss home. Everyone better be ready to party when I get back. So serious.
I'm in a dress and I don't want to shave my legs and so I won't.
I MISS SNOW!
I like writing posts that are completely random and inappropriate.
I am trying to expand my vocabulary
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[02 Aug 2008|12:26am] |
I won't let you down
I will not give you up
Gotta have some faith in the sound
It's the one good thing that I've got
I won't let you down
So please don't give me up
Because I would really, really love to stick around
Heaven knows I was just a young boy
Didn't know what I wanted to be
I was every little hungry schoolgirl's pride and joy
And I guess it was enough for me
To win the race? A prettier face!
Brand new clothes and a big fat place
On your rock and roll TV
But today the way I play the game is not the same
No way
Think I'm gonna get me some happy
I think there's something you should know
I think it's time I told you so
There's something deep inside of me
There's someone else I've got to be
Take back your picture in a frame
Take back your singing in the rain
I just hope you understand
Sometimes the clothes do not make the man
All we have to do now
Is take these lies and make them true somehow
All we have to see
Is that I don't belong to you
And you don't belong to me
Freedom
You've gotta give for what you take
Freedom
You've gotta give for what you take
Heaven knows we sure had some fun boy
What a kick just a buddy and me
We had every big shot good-time band on the run boy
We were living in a fantasy
We won the race
Got out of the place
I went back home got a brand new face
For the boys on MTV
But today the way I play the game has got to change
Oh yeah
Now I'm gonna get myself happy
I think there's something you should know
I think it's time I stopped the show
There's something deep inside of me
There's someone I forgot to be
Take back your picture in a frame
Don't think that I'll be back again
I just hope you understand
Sometimes the clothes do not make the man
All we have to do now
Is take these lies and make them true somehow
All we have to see
Is that I don't belong to you
And you don't belong to me
Freedom
You've gotta give for what you take
Freedom
You've gotta give for what you take
Well it looks like the road to heaven
But it feels like the road to hell
When I knew which side my bread was buttered
I took the knife as well
Posing for another picture
Everybody's got to sell
But when you shake your ass
They notice fast
And some mistakes were built to last
That's what you get
I say that's what you get
That's what you get for changing your mind
And after all this time
I just hope you understand
Sometimes the clothes
Do not make the man
I'll hold on to my freedom
May not be what you want from me
Just the way it's got to be
Lose the face now
I've got to live
George Michael <3
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[30 Jul 2008|08:08pm] |
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These feelings won't go away. They've been knocking me sideways. Keep thinking in a moment that time will take them away.
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[11 Jul 2008|12:26pm] |
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In Madrid waiting for my flight to ... be here. lol
I found a comp! yey.
Listening to Stevie Wonder makes life better.
So I really hope these three weeks aren´t fulled of agonizing drama.
siiigh.
I´m excited to hang out with LAURA!!! I mish ju boo. I know you read this.
I have a sinus headache like no other.
Deviated septum in two places. Fuck the 4 meds I have to take i´m just going to get it fixed surgically. Fuck it.
I wish I spoke 5 languages. If I could choose they would be: Enlgish (duh that´s a given), Spanish (much better than I do now), Arabic (because it would just be so cool), Japanese (because they make sick movies), French (because Danielle and I could talk and no one would understand. Plus it´s pretty), and finally Latin (because I would be able to decipher shit and basically read every language). I think those are pretty cool.
I wish I could sleeeeeep. I need a bed. I´m going to be so ridiculously jet lagged it´s not even fathomable.
It´s over 9000! (If you know what this means don´t ask how I know)
I have developed a liking for sparkling water.
I need cooler music. Which reminds me! I want to go see Pepper so le-bad!
It´s time to change this picture I´ve had for about 3 years.
School is so close yet so far. I don´t know how I feel about that.
I´m going to miss my dad´s cockatoo, Maui. He´s what I live for... ish.
God, I hate bleeding every month.
laterz
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[12 Jun 2008|05:43pm] |
tonight is going to be so depressing
i hope i don't see his dead body
RIP Gramps.
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[23 May 2008|12:00am] |
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All I can say is this is going to be the longest 6 weeks of my lifetime.
My teacher doesn't know what he's teaching... He just reads off of the slides. HE CAME TO A SLIDE WITH A PICTURE DEPICTING NATURAL SELECTION AND SAID IT WAS THE FOOD CHAIN. I should teach the class. Christ.
So I really love Blackstone Hall (the newest addition to our campus)It's like having a mini apartment. AND the fact that I get a single and only have one roommate in this big area is lovely.
I found a cat two days ago and have been illegally keeping it in my suite. I just found a home for it and now I'm all depressed because I can't keep it. I'm glad he's having a home though. The sweetest animal in the world. I took him to the vet today because I wanted him to get checked out. Funny story, I thought it was a girl because I didn't see any male junk so I called it a girl name and everything but turns out he was a boy. So now I call him cat.
I really wish I can keep him.
I want to have my own apartment so I could decorate it all funky like. It's going to be so rad. I can't even explain the radness.
Colorado was a lot of fun. It would be great to have hipster parents. lol not hipster but like parents that are cool and like to play scrabble and go out to dinner with you. Unlike my mother who thinks she's still in her 20s and dates... ugh I can't even go into it or I'll get so frustrated I'll blow a gasket. I guess there really isn't "normal" there's just better than others.
I'm going to write a book. It's going to be great.
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[12 May 2008|12:44am] |
apparently i'm allegic to:
dust
dust mites
and dander...
going to the allergist blew but at least now i know what's wrong with me.
Dylan is sleeping on the bed next to me. Coming to Colorado was a good choice.
We just watched Juno.
Before that I baked brownies and played scrabble with his parents. I came in second after my second time of playing... not bad, not bad at all.
I miss school already, but I also miss home. Especially Sara. Can't wait to see her :D
nfewfjnewnfk GRADES NEED TO BE POSTED NOW!
I wish I could have a cool pet in college... I also wish my fish aren't dead... I'd be so upset if they died.
I'm glad I'm not going back home soon. I won't have to deal with my mother's douchebag boyfriend. That's the last fucking thing I want to think about.
Fuck. I haven't written in so long.
SAW IRONMAN AND IT WAS ORGASMIC.
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[22 Jan 2008|08:52pm] |
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[21 Jan 2008|10:58am] |
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I always start out with: So, blah blah blah.
Today I will not!
Life is good. Stressful but good nonetheless.
Set Your Goals is coming to Worcester May 4. I want to goooo!!! ...It might be summer then. Oh well.
The Rocket Summer is also coming but the bands with them suck so I guess I will live. I'm craving a subway sub at the moment. They're fucking delicious.
Martin Luther King Day! WOOT. Gives me more time to read this package. Yes, I should be doing this now. I will after I consume some nutrients.
It's so early. No one is awake. :(
I would like a stuffed animal/plushy of an octopus.
It is 13 degrees outside. Jeeeesuuus Chriiiisssttt
Yesterday I was eating dinner with Dylan and friends when some guy joined us and asked everyone at the table what they thought about his hat. it was one of those hats... you know. Anyways people went around and when he got to me I said, it's fine. And he wanted more than that so I said it looks good on you but I wouldn't wear it. Everyone started laughing lol. Then he proceeded to interrogate Dylan because he wouldn't talk about the aesthetics of the hat on his head. What a loon.
Went to the Bodies Exhibit with Becky and Dylan. Twas fun. My 4th time going. I love it. I got a sweatshirt that was like the bones in my torso area. So you could see the ribs and the spine and on the hat it was the side of the scull and the arms were the radius and ulna and such. It's pretty bad ass.
Becky gave us naughty gifts :X
heh they're kind of awesome.
I can't wait to be in the suite next year! It will be tons o' fun.
Done.
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[07 Jan 2008|03:49pm] |
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[05 Jan 2008|11:21am] |
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I have to be the biggest MORON on the face of the Earth.
There was no wedding. Not that there was never going to be one... or that it was canceled... just wasn't happening then.
Puerto Rico was... fun in a very relaxing/borderline boring way. I treated myself to the spa and that's always fun. My first facial ever. It was not bad. Although i broke out like a motherfucker afterwards. I also went to the beach and the pool. My favorite part was Old San Juan. WE LEFT THE HOTEL! I walked around with Pili and Andres and baby Gabster. :D
People in Puerto Rico cannot drive. I thought Miami and Worcester was bad. No. Every time I got into a car I feared for my life.
It was nice to come home. Had lunch with Cori yesterday. She's a riot.
Saw the Kite Runner with mommy :D You all should see it. I'm not going to give anything away. heh.
Now I'm in Sara's room. Waiting to go to New Orlenas :D!!! We're driving there. It's going to be amazing. Never been to New Orleans but I'm sure it's just lovely.
I've been saying this for the past ....week but I REALLY HOPE MY CAR STARTS WHEN I GET BACK TO BOSTON. If it doesn't... I think for the first five minutes I'll just cry. Wish me luck?
This is all for right now.
GOODBYE!
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I leave for Puerto Rico tomorrow... this should be a blast...
I'll be there until the third of next year.
ugh the wedding... I HATE weddings... I really do. Someone told me that it's depressing if you're not with someone.... no. what's depressing is the divorce rate.
It's going to be hotter than Miami... oh Holy Christ who is dead and buried away somewhere.
It should be fun... It could be fun... optimism Bianca.
AT LEAST I'LL GET HOTEL BREAKFAST! i haven't had breakfast in sooo long. I love breakfast. Like the nice big breakfast with the fruit and waffles and eggs... omg. this could be great.
Sara is coming over :D so happy. we shall watch Heart Breakers and it will be heavenly.
I hear the heat game in the background. I think we're winning by the fact that everyone is screaming... I know it's a home game because my mama is there.
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[24 Dec 2007|03:32pm] |
I really hate doing the whole present thing
There are SO many people.
I don't know what they want.
And I can't exactly be thoughtful in such a short period of time.
I really hope there's good food tonight.
Some I can actually eat.
That would be lovely.
Lalo is cursing and it's hilarious.
My favorite place to be in my house is ruined.
My favorite place is my mom's office area.
The TV is broken. So now, there's really no reason for me to be in here.
It's sad. I wish I had a TV in my own room. It would make life so much easier.
I really do miss school.
Is it strange that I can't wait for second semester?
Most people love vacation.
I need to think of what this tattoo is going to be... I want it to be something amazingly awesome.... Give it time Bianca, give it time.
OH! new hair. It's way dark but I really like it
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[21 Dec 2007|10:34pm] |
i have been reunited with sara!!!! vacation always feels good because i get to see my best friend.
I've missed her.
<3
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Today was interesting. I went to the dentist and the woman cleaning my teeth whose name escapes me, was talking about rape. I forget how we got into the conversation. After I went to Cathy's house and ate at Dan Marino's. They had this amazing salad I'm definitely going to try again. It had blue cheese, walnuts, apples, and a great dressing. DELISH. We then went shopping for christmas presents! It took a while. So afterwards I talked to Dylan :D then took a shower. Then we went to eat at Bennihanas (this is like.... 6 hours later.) and that was fun. This one guy named John was annoying. He kept wanting to put sugar in ....virtually everything: sodas, soy sauce, people. His friend burnt me with a cigarette last time I was in Miami. I wasn't happy.
The night proceeded. I went outside with Cathy so she could smoke a fag and get fresh air. I ran into my dad's girlfriend. She was inside with my half brother. It was completely awkward. She said my dad was coming but he didn't get there on time for me to see him. I miss my dad.
So they dropped me off because they were going to go hang out with the guy who scalded me and i didn't want to go. I hate stupid people.
Now I am home. Skyping with my favorite person ever :D
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So, here's the deal.
Or no deal....
Oh wow, I'm awful.
Anyways, here in Dylan's room. He gave me a kiss :D
Life is so good.
Tomorrow I go home... This shall be interesting. I'm going to miss Dylan. Boulder is sooo far... I can't drive there... BLEH.
I love the snow. You have absolutely no idea. I play Godzilla in the snow. So, to give you all a visual, the top part of the snow is frozen BUT if you step hard enough it'll crack. So, me being the easily amused person that I am, stomped on the ice while laughing hysterically. Dylan just stood there watching me be an ass. It was quite fun.
College is fun. I went to a few metal shows which was quite interesting. I liked it :D Dylan is metal. He has extremely long hair and it's AWESOME. I'm constantly playing with it. It's like long and curly so it boings. You know? ... you know.
I LOVE Fawlty Towers. It's a British sitcom with John Cleese. I love John Cleese. He's just so hilarious.
I'm done for right now... BYE!
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[25 Oct 2007|07:03pm] |
My stomach really hates me.
I think there's some sort of conspiracy going on in my body and eventually it's going to kill me. That probably doesn't make any sense.
But besides that, all is somewhat well. Not so good weekend last weekend seeing as i was hospitalized but I have recovered to some extent.
Trying to get by in Chemistry. It seemed so incredibly easy in highschool. Oh, but it's not. It's a whole other realm of insane.
I really can't wait for my BIRTHDAY. I'm going to NY to see Spring Awakening with a bunch of friends. Me= super duper ooper excited.
I love NY. I think I will reside there later in life. I miss the city so much.
It's such a shame that Miami doesn't experience fall. It's so pretty.
So there's this boy, and I like him. :P God I'm so bad at this whole flirting thing.
I GET TO ALTER DNA!!!!!!!!!!!! It probably doesn't sound exciting to all of you but it truely is.
This weekend is going to be a BLAST. I think I'm going to get a little tipsy with Miss Carey. lol. I also want to go to the New England Aquarium at some point this weekend.
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[28 Sep 2007|12:39pm] |
17 people left....
i'm getting nervous.. and paranoid.
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[26 Sep 2007|10:33pm] |
I am a sexual educator!!!!
I got all the condoms, lube, detal dams, and finger cots any nympho can dream of.
anything you want to know about birth control, STDs, sex in general... Yea, I know it. lol
SOOOO EXCITED TO START MY SHIFT!
(i joined a club called choices and we talk about sexual awareness and give out contraceptives or just talk about anything)
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